Farewell goodnight last one out turns out the lights
And let me be, let me die inside
Let me know the way from this world of hate in you
Cause the dye is cast, and the bitch is back
And we're all dead yeah we're all dead
Inside the future of a shattered past
I lie just to be real, and I'd die just to feel
Why do the same old things keep on happenning?
Because beyond my hopes there are no feelings
Bless the martyrs and kiss the kids
For knowing better, for knowing this
Cause you're all whores and I'm a fag
And I've got no mother and I've got no dad
To save me the wasted, save me for myself
I lie just to be real, and I'd die just to feel
Why do the same old things keep on happenning?
Because beyond my hopes there are no feelings
Everybody's lost just waiting to be found
Everyone's a thought just waiting to be fade
So fuck it all cause I don't care
So what somehow somewhere we dared
To try to dare to dare for a little more
I lie just to be real, and I'd die just to feel
Why do the same old things keep on happenning?
Because beyond my hopes there are no reasons
 
Listen to it in Real Audio
See the guitar tab
Recorded:
Between March-August 1995
Written by:
Billy Corgan
Available on:
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness(CD/CS)
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness(12")
Song Secrets:
-At 0:17 there is an "uh" 
-At 3:36, the "Dragon Noise" is actually another sound effect from DooM, the effect when
the player is hurt. -Bruce McDiarmid 
-Tales of a Scorched Earth missing lyrics (very distorted, this part sounds sort of different
from the rest of the song) 
  
I'm scared 
Don't leave me on my own behalf 
It shouldn't be 
Could it ever be? 
It shouldn't be me 
So now I'm gone 
In time is everything that I don't know!!! 
  
Also, after "I die just to feel", "Why do the same old things keep on happening", and  
"Cause beyond my hopes there are no feelings" Billy says "yeah". -Pat Laneri