Ain't it funny how we pretend we're still a child
Softly stolen under our blanket skies
And rescue me from me, and all that I believe
I won't deny the pain
I won't deny the change
And should I fall from grace here with you
Will you leave me too?
Carve out your heart for keeps in an old oak tree
And hold me for goodbyes and whispered lullabyes
And tell me I am still
The man I used to be
I won't deny the pain
I won't deny the change
And should I fall from grace here with you
Will you leave me too?
Too late to turn back now, I'm running out of sound
And I am changing, changing
And if we died right now, this fool you love somehow
Is here with you
I won't deny the pain
I won't deny the change
And should i fall from grace here with you
Will you leave me too?
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See the guitar tab
Recorded:
Between March-August 1995
Written by:
Billy Corgan
Available on:
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness(CD/CS)
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness(12")
Song Secrets:
Billy mutters the following in the background, from 3:16-27: 
"Sorry I had to put you through this sh*t, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry, wishes." 
-Listessa