God knows I'm helpless to speak
On my own behalf
God is as helpless as me
Caught in the negatives
We all just do as we please
False transmissions
I hope god forgives me
For my transgressions 

It's what you want
To know no consequences
It's what you need
To fucking bleed
It's all too much 

God knows I'm restless and weak
Full of piss and vinegar
God knows we sow what we reap
In the dirt of grandeur
When the darkness comes to me
And it fixes its gaze on me
God knows I'm helpless 

It's what you want
To know no consequences
It's what you need
To fucking bleed
It's all to much 

God knows I'm helpless 

You break your back
For what you can't have
You can't turn back
God knows I'm helpless
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Recorded:
March-August 1995
Written by:
Billy Corgan
Available on:
Zero Single
The Aeroplane Flies High
Song Secrets:
-Played backwards, it says: "love is lost to you make it feel if we want to lost never try 
behind the scene ooh, i win your..." (never finishes) 
-If you play the chorus backwards, you hear "I am helpless, I want to die." 
-You can hear D'arcy say something, sounds like "help". 
-You can hear guitar effects at 2:08, 2:09-2:10, 2:13, 2:15, 2:19-2:20. 
-Benoit The Sad Wizard.