I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank 
I write a letter to you
And there'd be nothing to it
I wouldn't hem and haw
On just how to start it 
I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank 
I wish I'd stand up straight
I wish I'd said things different
I wish I'd said nothing
Things would be so perfect
I wish myself to keep
I pray myself to sleep
I wish myself away
I wish I was blank.   

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Recorded:
Late 1994

Written by:
Billy Corgan

Available on:
Tonight, Tonight Single
The Aeroplane Flies High

Song Secrets:
Before song, it sounds like Billy is setting up, opening a water bottle. 

Other Info:
Recorded at the end of the Siamese Dream Era by Billy in his house. Same as the Mellon
Collie Demo version.  A home demo in Billy's bedroom the day it was written.  He didn't
really like the song but some of his friends said it was one of their favortie songs.  It
replaced "Towers of Rabble" which he liked even less.