I wish I was blank I wish I was blank I wish I could thank I wish I was blank I write a letter to you And there'd be nothing to it I wouldn't hem and haw On just how to start it I wish I was blank I wish I was blank I wish I could thank I wish I was blank I wish I'd stand up straight I wish I'd said things different I wish I'd said nothing Things would be so perfect I wish myself to keep I pray myself to sleep I wish myself away I wish I was blank.
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Recorded: Late 1994
Written by: Billy Corgan
Available on: Tonight, Tonight Single The Aeroplane Flies High
Song Secrets: Before song, it sounds like Billy is setting up, opening a water bottle.
Other Info: Recorded at the end of the Siamese Dream Era by Billy in his house. Same as the Mellon Collie Demo version. A home demo in Billy's bedroom the day it was written. He didn't really like the song but some of his friends said it was one of their favortie songs. It replaced "Towers of Rabble" which he liked even less.